Thursday, December 30, 2010
It's back. The urge to go back to school for the next semester. I knew it'd come around eventually, but I honestly thought it'd have come back before now. Please don't get me wrong...I love my parents and I miss my brother something awful when I don't see him everyday, but I want to go back to school. I miss my dorm room...the one place I can go when I want to be alone (thankfully with no roommate). There just gets to a point when I feel like I'm not doing anything but taking up space. I want to be productive and feel useful. This week of having a couple of my friends visit was probably the cause of this. For most of break so far I've been content and never been happier being at home free of schoolwork and stresses. It's just that seeing my friends, bringing up old inside jokes and laughing at absolutely nothing has just made me miss them all the more. I still don't miss the schoolwork and the stress, but in a way I'm looking forward to this semester so I can get into my major and see what this communications thing is all about :) Okay fine...I'll admit it..I'm psyched! To make a long story short, I have 2 weeks left at home. Believe me I'll make the best of them...guess I just need to find something to do so that I feel productive..